im gonna do it. im gonna leave her. i just cant take this anymore.

this has gone on for 8 months and there has been 0 progress.
there's no love. she never loved me, and it feels like a charade. being humored with hugs and hyperness, its so frustrating!!!! i do everything, for nothing. used. property. lies. thats all thats been on my mind for weeks. im so tired of life. now that that decision is made, now the problem is, how to break the news.... guess im never even gonna get my first kiss... embarrasing right?... i loved her!!! and this is what i get
thanks for reading this far, but with the mood im in, ur not getting a reward for your acheivement..... no dale, no gamerscore points today.....jk..... im gonna go cry mahself to sleep now....